#sooooo sick and twisted
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baby go to sleep toji will give you a gmorning smooch -3-
.... technically... he could already give me the good morning smooch... considering how early it is 🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈
#i am trying though#watched my beloved asmr for like an hour and a half and nothing#😔😔😔😔😔#sooooo sick and twisted#woww#friends!!
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sorry i'm still just so hung up on the fact that captive prince is portrayed by the general public as a series that glorifies slavery and sexual assault (aka the pinnacle of no consent) when in actuality the core theme is that the most important thing you can give someone else is their freedom and their agency and their ability to consent. like even though laurent has all this power over damen at the start of the series, even though he abuses that power a handful of times, ultimately those two spend the entire series figuring out how to best serve the other in order to overcome the violence that was done to and by each of them - not because they're in a master/slave relationship, but simply because they care about the other person and they know that neither of them was allowed the consent they deserved in previous relationships and situations!!! and at the end of all of it, they accept not only that they have been hurt by lack of consent but they acknowledge that they have been abusers in their own ways, perpetuating a system that is harmful and cruel, and when they join together to create a new kingdom they make a point to put an end to the slavery that brought them together in the first place!!!!!!! what the fuck!!!!
#ignore me i'm just yelling at the clouds#it's sick and twisted that the bookish community misconstrues the point of this series sooooo hard just bc it has mature content in it#captive prince#c s pacat#cp#capri#cs pacat#mine
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s2 episode 5 thoughts
boy. where this episode started out and where this episode ended were two VASTLY different spaces. come along while i undergo this journey.
the first thing we see is a dog! a doggy! it's a border collie, and it looks like it could be the same one we see in s1 episode 8- maybe dog actors are in short supply! but border collies are famously very smart and to me the cutest of all dogs, so i was pleased to see a friendly face <3
and then things escalated. aliens arrived to fetch the dog's owner.
thankfully they left the dog alone- perhaps they saw the threatening "ALIENS, STAY AWAY FROM THAT DOG" i had written in my notes- but whatever they are inflicting upon this gentleman seems. unpleasant.
(the aliens are obviously terrifying but they're always shown vaguely wiggling in some cold white light and it does make me laugh. ohhhh here they come. the wigglers)
so in the morning our gentleman- duane- was taken to a correctional facility and he hasn't been taking his meds... and then he hurts his doctor! they always find the kindest looking people to play doctors on this show and then make them suffer
THE NEXT THING WE SEE IS: a pool? the pool scene i wrote about seeing a while ago in my last post! the one where mulder emerges mostly naked from his exercise to face this new guy who looks like he covers his beer stench with a designer cologne!
i rewound to see whose pool it was mulder was swimming in but gained no clues. would be sick if the FBI had an in house pool.
breaking news: this SOAKING WET MAN is called to a HOSTAGE SITUATION!
(i do find it endearing that he swims recreationally <3)
next thing i wrote was "alex is pissing me off" and i don't even remember what he did but i stand by it
so mulder is at the scene, duane has four hostages, and claims to be abducted by aliens. now to mulder it makes perfect sense to ask about his abduction experience, and he's trying to do his homework and follow the rules for hostage negotiation, but duane knows all the tricks because he's former FBI which they DID NOT TELL MULDER!
he walks up to the head of the hostage situation and very angrily asks if she knows about how aliens will take your brains out and fuck with your ovaries and she tries not to laugh at him. mulder tell me what they do to ovaries i'll listen. i'll take notes.
and then alex is trying to be all sickly sweet puppy dog boy and asks if he can do anything to help. so the head of the hostage situation tells him to get her a coffee. HA! POINT AT HIM AND LAUGH.
cutscene to SCULLY CAM!!!! <3 she's gonna sleuth for his medical records
ohhh the power went out and duane started blasting. he shot someone so they're gonna send mulder and another guy in (an excuse for mulder to wear a paramedic uniform.......)
mulder's like nooo i won't tell him i believe in aliens (<- said by a man who is lying)
and off to the races, can you imagine it, he does JUST that, says he believes duane and trades himself for the guy who was shot... he says it happened to his sister OHHHHHHH sister mention
he's got the guy monologuing about his tortures from the aliens and honestly, these aliens are bitches. there is NO reason to do all of this. drilling holes in his teeth??? that's fucked
alex is on the phone with scully who is freaking tf out because duane is lying about who he says he is... when he tells her he traded himself for the injured hostage she says "WHAT!" so loudly and is filled with intense urgency
! MULDER LORE REVEAL ! his sister was 8 when they took her
(for some reason i thought she was 10 when it happened, but the larger age gap between them explains a lot in terms of his instinctive level of Protectiveness towards all creatures big and small)
this next part had me GAGGED: SCULLY FLEW IN FROM WASHINGTON!!!! she is AT THE SCENE and she is YELLING at someone who isn't listening to her
alex made a VERY FATAL mistake in telling her to "calm down" while mulder is a HOSTAGE and she RIGHTFULLY told him off (and frankly she could have kept going and i wouldn't have complained) but she's a woman who gets things done so she finds someone who will actually listen to her
she says he has a very unique case of being shot in a specific part of the brain which happened to another guy before and then that guy became a pathological liar so she is basically saying "duane is the nastiest skank bitch i have ever met do NOT trust him"
so back to the scene. duane is saying the government is there while the aliens do all this. which i have no idea how to interpret so i'm just storing it here for later use.
SCULLY CAN HEAR HIM! she's on his secret wire mic and talking to him. duane can hear her a little bit but is going on about "the mountains"... it was at this point, with scully talking in mulder's ear, that everything was so tense i had a brief moment where i remembered that this is actually a tv show i'm watching in my free time and not an actual life or death thing
mulder convinces duane to let the women go and the younger one says she believes him which had to be impactful i'd think
but the snipers are closing in!!! mulder sees the line of fire on him and calls him over to get him out of the way so he won't get shot....
he asks duane if she was lying to distract him and now he's VERY VERY VERY ANGRY and he tries to calm him back down and say hey... you forgot to lock the door.... please go lock the door...
and he goes over to the door and bam. duane's shot.
we see scully and mulder watch as he's loaded into the ambulance and mulder looks deeply conflicted and once again has his sad wet eyes on because he still believes duane was telling the truth. scully tells mulder he did the right thing in getting him to go to the door, because we all know by now that mulder has a complicated set of feelings towards any loss of life.
"whatever you're feeling, you did the right thing" <- augh. scully loves him so much. oh to love anyone how truly and deeply scully loves this man
(shhhh i'm not getting into what kind of love it is. i don't know and whatever your answer for its flavor is, you cannot deny that she loves him. that she tries to find the exact words he wants to hear to soothe that internal Guilt he wears like a heavy jacket.)
later he smiles when the lead hostage negotiator calls him to thank him because he broke all of her rules and thought he was going to get yelled at LMAOOO that lil smile was very sweet
and he goes to see duane but the REAL reason she called him in was to tell him about the metal they extracted from duane's body... the doctors claim that the stuff in his teeth could not have been made from any current technology... alien life confirmed??
((i thought the episode would end here on a little cliffhanger that never gets resolved but boy. i was off))
no, instead of an episode's conclusion, we see mulder bring the metal pieces to scully, who once again has the most beautiful freckles in the world, and she says she'll take it down to be analyzed.
mulder leaves the room without saying a word which i thought to be cold in the moment and now that i'm typing this knowing what happens next i might actually cry.
she goes to the store and she's buying some stuff... we see kodak film in the background... sigh instant cameras i love you and your work... but she buys $11 of groceries and then sneaks the metal chip across the barcode reader and it makes the whole thing break down!!!!
the poor cashier is freaking out because the machine is going wild and she looks at scully like "did you touch it?" and she says no and awkwardly leaves LMAOOOOOOO i was howling because girl idk wtf i would have done in that situtation either
duane wakes up to more aliens and rips all his medical stuff off and runs like he didn't get shot very recently and he's on the prowl for something
scully's back at her place, calling mulder, telling him about how the barcode scanned, and she's really worked up about the whole thing, when she hears a rustle, but it's just a thunderstorm...
but she goes to the window and DUANE IS THERE!!! a look of horror passes over her face, and we hear her through mulder's answering machine, screaming for help while he takes her
(everything happened SO quickly, it transpired in my notes like this: WHAT!!! he's outside her window WHAT THE FUCK TO BE CONTINUED??)
yes. we get a "TO BE CONTINUED" on the outtro scene.
i sat there, baffled for a few moments, trying to process what i just saw.
but then i thought i noticed something else: her place looked different than it did in s1. at least, i thought it did- we didn't see it much, but perhaps she got fed up with folks showing up like eugene tooms did in s1 and bought a nicer space. i thought the old space was cute though, and maybe it really is the same space but from a different angle, but then i thought about how it looked like mulder's space also changed from s1, so maybe they both moved, or maybe i'm just not good at noticing things, but oh yeah, scully's in virigina now since she's at the academy, so she probably DID move, although i thought the drive from DC to virigina was doable, but maybe not?
none of this changes the fact that scully has been TAKEN.
(i won't lie, i knew this was going to happen at some point, because i read the s2 episode descriptions and saw something about her being "returned", which implies being taken in the first place. but still. it was very abrupt. they had thoroughly lulled me into expecting a vague sort of non-answer of an ending and then switched out the formula at just the right time so i never grew suspicious)
to be continued!!! this is soooo evil, especially because i don't have time to watch the next episode tomorrow. so i'm gonna walk around all day tomorrow at important work events thinking about what horrors scully must be enduring and get NO conclusion as to what they might be. duane i have fists and you are not real and i am small but i am unafraid to bludgeon you. stay away from her if you even LOOK at her ohhhh you're gonna learn a lot more than what it feels like when aliens take out ur brain just keep that in mind!
(and man. i'm sitting here typing. thinking about how mulder never said a real goodbye to her the last time they spoke. and i wonder if that's gonna haunt him. and i wonder if when he gets her back, he always always always makes sure to take the time for a goodbye. just on the off chance it might really be the last one. fuck.)
#in my angst hours. what the hell.#mulder you need to get it together i'm so serious#i get that you did your very best with the hostage situation and i'm proud but your interpersonal skills have been lacking#say goodbye to your dear friend who cherishes you enough to be a regular on the flight from virgina to wherever tf you are#she must have sooooo many points collected up. she is probably a frequent flyer. the airline ppl see her and they're like “again?”#anyway. gonna have to wait and see what happens because i'm very busy tomorrow and won't have time to see what goes down#sick and twisted! i will be imagining their reunion and other sweet scenarios in my head#and fuck alex i can't stand that man. he looks like he likes golf waaaaay too much.#juni's x files liveblog#the x files#txf
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not to sound like a cunt but i swear like 2 jokes about something will get passed around and then a load of dipshits will start twisting that everyone is so Utterly Vacuous... god forbid if every post you post to your tumblr blog is not an indepth reflection of your thoughts and feelings. for your tumblr blog is reflective of your Inner mind and soul and you must summon yourself to the Calling of crafting the most perfect and eloquent analysis of the video essay that dropped 2 fucking days ago .
#egg.txt#this is about the hbomberguy shit soirry lol#like i see one or two jokes abt haha he took them out )#and then suddenly its like: THE WHOLE CONVERSATION IS JUST ABOUT THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU MISSED THE POINT#DUDE its like a 2-3 ppl on tumblr who made joke posts that got traction#not to mention yes: ive seen MANY ppl posting abt how sad and unfortunate this all is#but those posts arent gonna get traction bc theyre quiet fuckin reflections on a topic for now#as such yeah bro the tag is dominated by jokes that really arent that serious.#idk ugh sorry to be such a twist im just soooo sick of the vibe everyone brings of like:#i see lighthearted jokes in this tag. HOW DARE YOU ALL DO THIS. YOU ARE ALL SO FUCKING STUPID AND YOU TAKE NOTHING SERIOUS.#like yes its a serious topic but again .... TWO GOD DAMN DAYS AFTER THE VIDEO DROPPED NO LESS... the thing thats gonna ALWAYS float to the#top of a tag is quick jokes.#and besides its like if you WANT to have those conversations thats great??? like cultivate them bro??#WHY not cultivate them instead of dominating the conversation with how stupid everyone is and how above them you are?#idk man its not just abt this#its abt sooooo much with the fuckn culture some ppl foster on this website#its the exact same with sillier shit like media#where some ppl think that u reblogging jokes abt a show / sth is like THE ONLY THOUGHTS YOU HAVE ON SOMETHING#blah blah blah you have such a superficial opinion of the characters and so forth#like relax. i just prefer to have discussions abt things not on my blog#jesus wept some ppl are desperate to think everyone is stupid
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hmmmmmmmmmmmm what if. cult leader geto + a doll’s house ………….
specifically. yan!geto i guess. bc he wouldn’t be this twisted otherwise . it’s a tasty concept i think :3
#thinking thoughts#many of them in fact#hmmmmmmmmmm yan content squicks me out a lot honestly but .#………#the . the twisted caretaker type. is so Him. 😔#”my bewildered helpless darling… don’t worry about anything.”#<- he would say this. he would sooooo say this. i feel sick#this play is great btw!!!! ibsen my beloved…..#ari noises ✩#cw yandere
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nobody asked but dazai bingo
#he makes me sooooo sick and ill and unhinged and evil twisted etc etc#you can tell how i feel from how many of these are doubled#swearing cw
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Do you think the portrait in the coffin room is of Gabriellle? Do you think Lestat loves Louis because he reminds him of his mother?
AND ALL HER LIFE CAME TO HER DEFENSE, the years and years of suffering and loneliness, the waste in those damp hollow chambers to which she’d been condemned,
AND THE BOOKS WHICH HAD BEEN HER SOLACE,
and the children who had DEVOURED HER AND ABANDONED HER,
and the pain and disease, her final enemy,
which had in promising release PRETENDED TO BE. HER FRIEND.
#sorry about all that the answer is yes.#vc read#its low-key ok nobody look at me reading this stupid idiot book but its sooooo insane how every couple pages he has this moment of meta#cognition where he's like oh this is sick and wrong. oh this is sick and wrong and I am so afraid rn#and then he's ike AH well nevermind I'm sure it's nothing. anyway! and then he eats a baby#also claudia suffering the trickle down freakonomics of her grandmother's insane fucking twisted psyche#lestat wakes up every morning to affirmation parenting sticky notes that say KEEP generational curses! the cycle of abuse depends on YOU!!!
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THE EMPRESS NAME IS MELPOMENE ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME
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Oh, nothing, just thinking about Talon being the only one that can withstand Drina's temper tantrums without any negative feelings toward her and Drina hating her for it and wanting her to stay at the same time, but she knows it's inevitable that Talon will walk away someday because how could Talon want to stay with someone so toxic so she lashes out more to hide the hurt which makes Talon more determined to stay. Don't you see they're a cycle of toxicity. Don't you see. Don't you see how the cycle could have never ended without the Bile, and now Talon can't reconcile her feelings about the Bile because how could it be bad when it fixed her relationship to Drina by dampening her cruelty, yet every time she looks in the mirror she's forced to face the fact that the Bile has punished her. Yet at the same time, she's very, very wrong, because the Bile didn't fix Drina, it made her worse. Drina's cycle was destined to continue, around and around again and again, until the day she died. Don't you see. Don't you see how Drina's death wasn't just a tragedy, but a triumph in its own way. Don't you see how Drina could never return to the girl she was before she summoned her spirit animal in life, so Talon would have to reassure herself that she'd at least be that innocent girl again in death.
#canonically even shane wasn't able to withstand drina's temper tantrum with zero negative feelings#spirit animals series#spirit animals books#spirit animals#talina#spirit animals talina#this is a talina blog now#spirit animals drina#drina#spirit animals talon#talon#they are sooooo fucked up i love them#i can make them sooooo toxic i can make them soooooo in love#they had something i know it. the writers are cowards and don't want to admit it but i will. i know there's something there#IT'S ABOUT THE CYCLE. DRINA IS DESTINED TO CONTINUE THE CYCLE. SHE CAN NEVER NOT BE CRUEL#talon tried to break the cycle but you can't fight destiny#SHE WAS SENTENCED TO NOT ONLY BONDING SICKNESS BUT CRUELTY. THE BILE COULDN'T FIX HER. THAT'S THE TRAGEDY. THE LOSS OF THAT GIRL#IT'S ABOUT DESTRUCTION OF INNOCENCE. OF HOPE#DRINA'S DEATH WAS THE OPPOSITE OF A TRAGEDY BECAUSE AT LEAST IN DEATH SHE WON'T BE THAT TWISTED GIRL ANYMORE#DON'T YOU SEE. DON'T YOU SEE IT#she makes me sick. they make me sick
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stalker sanya is canon btw bcs i said so
#yeah watch out for beletsky and kazarina.. beletsky has a lot of talent and kazarina has a lot of#connections....#send post#77ngiez.txt#hir and yura both become stalkers as adults & theyre both very damn good at it#they typically work together#ppl find them kind of scary theyre like and so whenever they come into contact with stalkers that they havent met the other stalkers r like#actually sooooo chill. unless u piss one or both of them off. then there will be hell 2 pay#sanya and yura r in a super cool unlabeled aro4aro bpd4bpd relationship btw and they dont rlly care what other ppl think so there r ppl out#there convinced that theyre dating and others convinced that theyre just work partners and others convinced that theyre family of some sort#oh also by the time they rise up the ranks of stalker fame both of their eggs have cracked so yura uses he/she and the names yura and yulya#interchangably and is on e and stuff and sanya binds and uses ze/hir but they also dont rlly care abt strangers perceptions of their gender#so at the end of every day they get home and have silly convos like “i got pegged as a cis guy by the grocery store cashier today” “yeah i#ropped by andreis to drop smth off and his mom was very confused about whether to call me sir or maam"#oh theyre both training this kid [my occc :333] andrei to become a stalker [bcs he begged them so so nicely]#sorry this sounds insane. glimpse into my sick and twisted mind ig
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i wish there was a way to support independent films without subsequently watching them on a streaming service owned by the most cartoonishly evil billionaire known to man
#this is about destroy all neighbors btw#i wanna watch it sooooo bad#but its only on amaz*n + some streaming shit i dont even have#so now i have to resort to some yo ho ho shit#which is FINE but like a lot of the people behind it are people i really love and wanna support#capitalism is so evil sick and twisted!!!!!
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if i replay bugsnax i can be cured
#*fizzyspeaks#but only until the end ! then i will be sick and twisted once more#that game was definitely not what i expected it to be but it was sooooo fun i love it so bad#“bunger bunger bunger bunger” was a vocal stim for a long while#i miss you burger shaped beetle#CHANDLO AND SNORPY THE GAY JOCK X NERD TROPE#they were out there living in that shack together!!!!!!!#in the cold of the sugarpine woods#and snorpy’s weirdo nonbinary sibling floofty (my favorite <333)#I MISS THEM ACTUALLY
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i need someone to do valentines with this year please please please its one of my fave holidays i love pink i love red i love hearts i love love i want to decorate and wear a pretty outfit n bake desserts and make cute crafts n a nice dinner n fun drinks… pleaseee
#i would ask my two irl friends but theyre dating (sick and twisted) so u can imagine how that works out#and YES ik theres nothing stopping me from doing this stuff by myself but its sooooo much more fun w friends#esp baking n drinks… i prefer to do that stuff For people
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we need teleportation so i can go get tattoos all my favorite artists are in fucking berlin and belgium😭😭
#it literally goes like this every fucking time#*sees badass neotrad/blackwork horror artist *checks profile *private studio germany books closed $7000/hr#wahhhhhhhhhhh#i have found like. One blackwork studio like an hour away tho it looks super nice. So theres that.#but like. My favorite artist is in fucking belgium and she only does large pieces (which i loveee) but you know her shits expensiveeeee#and her books are only open once a yearrrrrrr😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#shes @/tessa.von on insta btw her work is sooooooo fuckin sick#she does these blackwork pieces with super interesting stippling shading and lots of detail im so in love with all of it#my favorite piece of hers is definitely this full elephant back piece with like four tusks and the trunk like twisting between them#it fucks sooooo harddddddd#she does a ton of dragons too they’re all soooo sickkkkk
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Sometimes you just see an athlete and know in your heart of hearts that in another universe you’d have matching friendship bracelets
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breaking: teenage 20 year old girl forced to go to work even though she was so excited to stay in bed, 14 casualties more to come
#its only a 3 hour shift its not that serious but i wanted to be eepy in my bed today#also i think im currently having a euphoric episode tee hee#i cant sleep recently and i have no idea where all my money is going#and i forgot to get my meds refilled and the chemist is closed when i finish work oopsieees#i am running on 4 hours of sleep and i feel Great#like i dont feel tired in the slightest#this is exciting but scary cos ik once this euphoria ends im gonna be in the deepest darkest pits of a depressive episode#ALSO I KEEP HAVING DREAMS ABOUT MY EX#FOR WHAT AND WHY#I HAD A DREAM LAST NIGHT I WENT TO A CHATS CONCERT#AND HE WAS THERE#AND HE ENDED UP GETTING VERY DRUNK AND CONFESSED TO ME THAT HE STILL LOVES ME#AND I WAS THERE LIKE '....OKAY LETS GET U TO BED'#I HAVE NOT TALKED TO THIS MAN SINCE JULY WHEN WE BROKE UP#AND I BARELY THINK ABOUT HIM ANYMORE#WHY DOES HE STILL APPEAR IN MY DREAMS THIS IS SOOOOO SICK AND TWISTED#ITS NOT A SITUATION WHERE 'oh subconsciously ur still in love w him' NO I DO NOT THINK ABOUT THIS MAN#AND IF HE CAME BACK IRL AND SAID HE STILL LOVED ME ID RUN SO QUICK IN THE OTHER DIRECTION#WHAT IS HAPPENING#katie.txt
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